It seems as though we're always seeking some type of change in our lives. Regardless of what form the change may come in, we--humans--always want something more. It also seems to be a fact that we want what we already have, i.e. a car, job, house, mate etc. But with all those fabulous things, we want more. So what happens when we find the change we're looking for? Lucky for you I have the answer, more change!
Can we ever be completely content with what our lives offer us? And if we do become content in our life, does that mean there is nothing left, hence room for change? Can we ever find the ultimate change in life; a place where we won't look for it anymore?
I'm writing about this because I've fallen victim to this thing we call change. What's mind-boggling is that I've already endured some change and we're only two months into the new year. I've graduated from college, working full time--hell even different hours, have a new roommate, and a new man in my life. Those are huge changes that I've obviously looked past these past two months, but I'm still looking for that thrill that seems unattainable. And even if I find whatever change I'm looking for, will I even be satisfied?
At what point do we say to ourselves, "I've had enough change"? Or will that be a statement that one will never utter?
Change. A little word with a big meaning.
My dearest Amanda....
ReplyDeleteWE ALL CHANGE..who you are now is not who you're are going to be in 2 years, 4 years, 10 years.... Actually most individuals experience the greatest amount of change between the ages of 20 and 30....right where you are! This is the reason most relationships that start out so young end up with problems. One person changes one direction and the other person changes the opposite. Actually the good thing is.... we do change. I certainly am really glad that I am not the person I was at 17, 23, 35, etc. (I would like to be as healthy as I was then but not as ignorant) As you grow older you will appreciate change more, you may even be content at some point in time, but, I think, we all still yearn for things the way they used to be. We humans are not stagnant beings, we are dynamic beings. The world constantly changes and We HAVE to change with it. I feel that this is the most wonderful thing in life. If you are depressed... you can change it, if you are angry....you can change this, if you are in a hateful relationship..you can change this...I'm guessing you get my meaning by now. Anyhow, change is a great and wonderful thing if you allow it to be. I know you are going through lots of changes right now but I also know that you are a strong, wise, beatiful, determined young women and I actually can't wait to see all the changes you make in your life. I am actually kind of jealous as you are worlds past where I was at your age!! I love your writing too! Keep at it. Love ya. Aunt B